First Time Head in Another Girls Bed

I KNEW I WAS INTO GIRLS SINCE I WAS A VERY YOUNG GIRL MYSELF, I DIDN’T KNOW WHY OR HOW I WAS FEELING THAT WAY, BUT THE FEELING NEVER LEFT. BREASTS WERE THE FIRST ASSET I NOTICED ABOUT A WOMAN, WHENEVER MY MOMS FRIEND WOULD BEND DOWN TO GIVE ME A HUG, I WOULD LOOK DIRECTLY INTO HER SHIRT WISHING I COULD TOUCH AND KISS HER TITTIES SOO BAD.

I USED TO BE LIKE WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU, WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT HER LIKE THAT ITS WRONG STOP DOING IT, PLUS THIS IS YOUR MOMS BESTFRIEND KINDA LIKE AN AUNTIE, BUT I JUST COULDN’T, IT WAS WHAT I WAS ATTRACTED TO.

I WASN’T REALLY READY FOR BOYS UNTIL MUCH LATER, THEY SCARED ME. I KNEW THEY HAD SOMETHING THEY WERE SUPPOSED TO STICK INSIDE ME, WHICH TO ME SEEMED LIKE IT WOULD HURT TERRIBLY, IT DIDN’T COME OFF APPEALING TO ME AT ALL. MY LEGS WOULD UNCONTROLLABLY SHAKE WHEN WALKING BY A GROUP OF BOYS KNOWING WHAT THEY WERE CAPABLE OF DOING TO ME, SO I SHARED NO FURTHER CURIOSITY ABOUT THEM UNTIL THE FEAR OF BEING JABBED EVENTUALLY SUBSIDED.

NOW ITS LIKE YES, I NEED YOU TO POUND/SMASH/THRASH/STROKE AND MAYBE EVEN THROW A LITTLE CHOKE IN THERE…. U KNO…JUUST ALOTA BIT

ALTHOUGH MEN EVENTUALLY BECAME MY MAIN AND MOST CONTINUOUS CHOICE, IT WAS MAINLY DUE TO SUPPRESSING THE BLASPHEMOUS DESIRES IN ATTEMPT TO BE NORMAL AND LIVE LIFE THE WAY I WAS EXPECTED TO. SO, ALTHOUGH I WAS CERTAINLY ATTRACTED TO BOTH SEXES, I INDULGED IN THE MORE ACCEPTABLE ASPECT OF DATING.

THERE WERE MAJOR FEARS I JUST WAS NOT READY TO FACE. THERE WAS THE FEAR OF BEING JUDGED, FEAR OF BEING RIDICULED, BEING DISOWNED OR EXCLUDED FROM NORMAL DAY TO DAY INTERACTION, FEELING ASHAMED, BEING BRUTALLY BEAT AND CONSISTENTLY PUNISHED WERE NUMBER ONE SOLUTIONS ON THE LIST I HAD TO CONSIDER AS WAYS THAT THIS ‘PROBLEM’ OR “PHASE” WOULD BE DEALT WITH, CAUSE MY MOTHER WAS NOT ABOUT TO HAVE A GAY CHILD, NO WAY, NO HOW…NOT HAPPENING.

OUR CHILDHOOD IS SUCH A VALUABLE PERIOD OF OUR LIFETIME SO ITS JUST SO UNFORTUNATE THE WAY OUR PARENTS TRY TO MOLD US INTO THE IDEAL CHILD WHICH I CAN UNDERSTAND BECAUSED YOU WANT THE BEST FOR YOUR BABY BUT WHAT HAS TO BE REALIZED IS YOUR CHILD IS INDEED ANOTHER HUMAN BEING SUCH AS YOURSELF AND THE BILLIONS OF OTHERS ON THE PLANET WHO HAVE THEIR OWN INDIVIDUAL THOUGHT PROCESSES WHICH BY DEFAULT CREATES A TOTALLY DIFFERENT AND DISTINCT, ONE OF A KIND PERSON WHO MAY SHARE SOME SIMILARITIES WITH THEIR PARENT, BUT STILL HAS A UNIQUE MIXTURE OF PARTICULAR AND CUSTOMIZED CHROMOSOMES.

WHEN PARENTS TRY TO CONTROL EVERYTHING ABOUT THEIR KID FROM WHAT THEY WEAR TO WHO THEY CAN AND CAN NOT BE FRIENDS WITH, WHAT SPORTS THEY CAN PLAY, WHAT CAREER THEY ARE ALLOWED TO STUDY AND PURSUE, TO THE EXTENT OF NOT EVEN BEING ABLE TO LIKE WHO YOU ARE NATURALLY DRAWN TO, ALL THAT’S DOING IS CREATING A BRIDGE BEWTEEEN THE TWO THAT’LL EVENTUALLY BE SET ABLAZE ONCE THE CHILD SLOWLY FINDS A WAY TO BUILD CONNECTIONS AND ESCAPE OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE.

I RAN AWAY FROM HOME BECAUSE MY MOTHER WAS NOT ONLY INSANELY STRICT ON US BUT VERY CRITICAL AND HYPOCRITICAL, SHE GAVE HER MOTHER A VERY HARD TIME THROUGHOUT HER YOUTH AND NEVER SET A CLEAR EXAMPLE FOR US AS AN ADULT ABOUT LIFE OR HOW WE SHOULD DEAL WITH FEELINGS OF ATTRACTION AND INTIMACY. IT WAS MORE SO A CONSTANT INSISTANCE ON WHAT WE SHOULD NOT DO. I HAD TO LEARN HOW ON MY OWN THROUGH PERSONAL EXPERIENCES, WHICH CAUSED PAIN AND TONS OF MISERY, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY THE CHALLENEGES I HAD TO OVERCOME ON MY OWN EQUIPPED ME WITH AN ABUNDANT WEALTH OF KNOWLEDGE.

PARENTS DON’T WANT TO SEE THEIR CHILD REPEAT THEIR BEHAVIOR, BUT THAT WAS NONE OF THEIR CONCERN DURING THEIR YEARS WHEN THEY CHOSE TO DO AS THEY PLEASED REGARDLESS OF WHAT THEY WERE BEING TOLD, SO TO IMITATE AND UPHOLD THOSE SAME EXPECTATIONS WITH THEIR OWN CHILDREN REPEATS ANOTHER CYCLE OF MISUNDERSTANDING AND POSSIBLE SEPARATION

IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME, I’D FOR SURE TAKEOFF AGAIN WITHOUT A DOUBT, ONLY NEXT TIME IT’D BE A FEW YEARS SOONER. LOOKING BACK ITS SOMETHING THAT BECAME A BOOST TO MY SELF ESTEEM FOR TAKING CHARGE OF MY CIRCUMSTANCES AND CREATING NEW ONES.

MY JOURNEY TOWARDS EMBRACING MY SEXUALITY STARTED WITH THE FIRST TIME I WAS EVER EATEN OUT. ITS STILL MY TOP FAVORITE OF THINGS TO DO, RECEIVING AND GIVING ORAL SEX.

FIRST TIME I EVER GOT ATE OUT WAS BY A GIRL,

I WAS 17, WE WERE THE SAME AGE AND WE KNEW THAT WE WERE HIGHLY ATTRACTED TO ONE ANOTHER. WE BOTH WERE TOO AFRAID TO TALK ABOUT IT GIVEN OUR CHRISTIAN UPBRINGING

HER FEARS WERE OF A MORE SIGNIFICANT DEGREE BECAUSE SHE LIVED WITH HER GRANDPARENTS WHO OWNED AND MINISTERED THE CHURCH THAT ME AND MY FAMILY ATTENDED.

SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I HAD KISSED, SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO DO IT SLOW AND SENSUALLY, IT MADE ME SO WET AND I WAS COMPLETELY FACSINATED WITH ALL THE CREAM AND JUICES MY BODY WAS PRODUCING THAT NOW I WANTED TO SEE WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO DO MORE…AND, EVENTUALLY WE DID.

IN HER ROOM VISITING BEFORE HER UNCLE WAS DUE TO TAKE ME BACK HOME, SHE ASKED IF I WANTED TO SEE HOW IT FELT TO GET LICKED DOWN THERE. I WAS DYING TO KNOW SO I GOT IN HER BED WHILE SHE GOT UNDERNEATH THE COVERS AND PULLED MY PANTS DOWN. WHEN SHE TOOK MY PANTIES OFF I WAS LIKE OMG THIS IS REALLY ABOUT TO HAPPEN.

SHE SLOWLY STUCK HER TONGUE INBETWEEN MY LIPS AND JUST WENT UP AND DOWN UP AND DOWN FOR AWHILE. I WANTED TO CRY CAUSE OF HOW GREAT IT FELT. I NEVER WANTED THE FEELING TO END. SHE JUST KEPT GOING CAUSE SHE SAW HOW MUCH I WAS ENJOYING HER LICKING MY VERY ANXIOUS AND VERY, VERY SENSITIVE PUSSY. ALL THATY CAME TO MIND WAS THE WORD YES.

OMG YES PLEASE YES UGH OMG YES PLEASE EAT MY PUSSY YEAH YEAH YEAH EAT IT EAT IT, THERE WAS NOTHING TO BE AFRAID OF ANYMORE SO I JUST STARTED GRINDING MY PUSSY DIRECTLY INTO HER MOUTH AND CONSTANTLY SMASHING MY CLIT AGAINST HER WET ASS TONGUE. TIME WAS RUNNING OUT SO SHE STARTED SUCKING MY CLIT AND STOPPING ONLY FOR A SECOND JUST TO TELL ME HOW SHE WANTED ME TO CUM IN HER MOUTH, WHICH, I THOUGHT I WAS ALREADY DOING LOL. SHE WENT  BACK AT IT WITH SO MUCH PRESSURE BUT SO PASSIONATE WHILE SHE SUCKED, LICKED AND LITERALLY ATE MY COOCHIE LIKE IT WAS HER FIRST TIME EATING A WARMED UP HONEYBUN.

SHE WANTED MY CUM AND I WANTED TO GIVE HER WHAT SHE WANTED. MY BACK ARCHED SO HIGH AWAY FROM THE BED WHEN I STARTED CUMMING IN HER MOUTH AND SQUIRTING OUT RIGHT ON HER TONGUE, THERE WAS NO HOLDING BACK. SHE DIDN’T MIND IT, SHE KEPT EATING EVERYTHING I WAS GIVING HER WHICH MADE ME FEEL FREE TO FULLY LET GO HOPING THAT THE RIVER WOULD NEVER STOP FLOWING.

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I love your writing interesting to learn about you and arousing to imagine!! I’m a huge vouyer and your pornhub vids really take me over the edge. The exhibitionist stuff u do at work lol hard to know if it’s real or not but it really has me and most of all the peeing and twerking omg I didn’t know I loved to watch that but I do lol please dont stop

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